Life changes, you change, and as you change, your art does too.
I don’t think it takes skill. I think it takes allowing.
I think being an artist definitely means taking risks. All art is a risk.
It’s certainly taken me due diligence to complete this and it’s not even done yet. And since I’ve started this monthly journey on exploring what it means, new possibilities have unfolded! I’m thanking you all for support of this…
Lady Gaga talks in this YouTube Video (love this clean looking series talking to women about love, life, art) and she says she told herself when she was coked up and strung out…”You’re not an artist.” I guess being a true artist denotes discipline.
Be patient with me, I am ever learning.
We were taught to hate our periods…period.
It doesn’t matter whether you call us “women” or “womyn.” If we are still as angry about our sacred cycles as the men or systems we feel oppress us, then we are still not free.
I think our work is to first love ourselves. To really be so holy as to consecrate ourselves and love every bodily fluid that comes from our bodies, including our urine, our mucus; our pus, our blood.
Please don’t cringe. But if you do, see that as a sign that there is still more healing to be done.
I learned from the modern women with old souls who taught me what has been forgotten.
I learned from them that the relationship has to be a beautiful one between your Holy Spirit who knows all and who takes a back seat to the ego who told us that the Holy Spirit needed to be forgotten, that the relationship must be and loving and unbreakable like the bond between mother and child before ANY healing is going to take place.
- Queen Afua whose living legend and impact on womb health speaks for itself
- Hakashamut Kenya K Stevens of Jujumama LLC, founder of the Blue Butterfly Group, an online support group for women and
- Jessica McMorris of The Allergy Friendly Vegetarian who built it up with her.
- Graceful Empowerment of her company of the same name, and the Pussy Empowerment Group (discussion and co-ed support group) on Facebook
- Tiffany Janay of Organic Bloodline (check her out on Facebook too)
- India Ame’ye, writer and artist, who I met on Facebook. (She totally makes love to like, the Earth everyday.)
- Akalatunde from YouTube who told us that the menstrual blood was the “first wonder working blood.”
- Nubia Sutton the Womb Priestess who often teaches on self love, and
- Makeda Voletta the Body Scientist, who first educated me on yoni eggs.
- Angelique Shofar the Ecogoddess, who wrote blog posts that I used to print out to read while flying across the world. I can remember she taught us that most processed chocolate has so many chemicals that are bad for you and your womb. That’s the number one tip that still stands out to me. But anyway, I must name names. These women have reached as deep into the wisdom of mother earth, connected with her to dig up the that were buried on purpose. Not to get political. But they gave me back the knowledge and power of my womb.
- The women who started the Occupy Menstruation page on Facebook. There is so much comprehensive info posted there daily that I don’t even know what to tell you. Just check it out.
- Marianne Williamson, a Course in Miracles teacher whose womb affirming affirmation that plays as a daily reminder in my phone. (That I actually “stole” from the Occupy Menstruation page! See above.)
- Joan Morgan, the Hip Hop Feminist and author, for being a pleasure advocate.
- Louise Hay for telling me to repeat these words, “I approve of myself. I loooooove myself.”
Each and every one of these women has touched me and some of them I have had the pleasure of hugging and feeling them in the physical.
I need more. And I’m a youngin’, a newbie to the Goddess Movement, but I am no accident and I revere it now in a way that no one outside of me could have ever taught me to.
When you have a fibroid that’s half the size of your uterus and spend countless hours up at night, researching remedies, never taking the first one that comes, knowing you must forge your own path taking a little from here, and there, you learn. When I was in “7th circle of hell” pain and I bled so much that I birthed fist sized clots and got up and woke up on the ground again…THAT’S when I finally heeded the call to heal.
So women, that’s all I’m saying. The women’s empowerment movement or the feminist movement, means NOTHING if we still choose to hate the very process and parts that makes us female. The Goddess movement is about knowing we have the power to transform our physical experience through our spiritual power. Let’s live it now.
Loving, living and ever learning,
I was talking to a good friend of mine, Tamara Leacock (great fashion designer and artist/goddess/comrade) about drug problems and art. Got me thinking…Can someone or should someone be free to promote their drug experience as positive for the sake of their art?
I’m just gonna keep posting until someone listens! Support artists…we need you. So many of my friends are artists…we want to thrive just like the technicians and engineers, in fact, of lot of our work is technical and we engineer experiences…
[continued from yesterday’s post] …And I don’t necessarily understand it now…but I’m beginning to. My knowledge (which is little) is a smorgasbord. I know a little bit about a lot. I have a lot of different interests. I think the most interesting thing about me is my interpretation of all of these events that have occurred in my life.